I Love My Love by Reyna Biddy

Author:Reyna Biddy
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Andrews McMeel Publishing
Published: 2017-02-01T22:30:46+00:00

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I don’t want to be your sometimes.

I don’t want to hear how I could have been.

I don’t want to be the person who almost—

but wouldn’t.. or didn’t

because I’m too “temporary” to make permanent.

I don’t want to be your some nights

or your next week when you have time.

I don’t want to be faithfully yours

when you aren’t truly mine.

I don’t want to be your maybe.

I don’t want to hear that you’re

“too selective to settle down and date me.”

I don’t want to be an option.

I don’t want to waste my time waiting.

I don’t want to be your springtime.

I don’t want you to bloom beautifully,

over me, so you can forget me.

I don’t want to be on standby

until I’m who you feel I have potential to be.

I don’t want to be the difference.

I don’t want to be an example of

who grabbed your heart and who missed it.

I don’t want this to be consistent.

I know that you’re still out searching.

I don’t want you to be the reason

that I stare out my window, hurting.

I don’t want to be who you lie to.

I don’t want to be your spur of the moment choice.

I don’t want to be your more than likely—

if something or someone better comes up,

you’ll let me know.

I don’t want to be patient.

I don’t want to be on your roster.

I don’t want you to pick me

when everybody else is occupied—

or when everybody else has lost it.

I don’t want to be your safe haven.

Don’t come to me when you need saving—

because you would have left me in the sea of my own love, drowning.

If it were up to me we would have been but I’ve decided—

I don’t want to be yours, anymore.

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